So now, I’m not on any of the Add meds, and I think the Wellbutrin is kicking in. I’m Not sure, but there are some physical symptoms that indicate that the new antidepressant meds are working a little. This was more difficult than kicking cocaine was. Cocaine was a ten year habit and once it stopped, it stopped. And I felt better. Of course I relapsed occasionally, but once I stopped seeing certain people who always had it, I didn’t crave it.
TThis problem,I fear, might be permanent brain chemistry damage. I might be making progress. I sure am doing enough visualization, meditation, regular exercise (that I no longer enjoy due to brain chemistry depletion) to be healthy. I eat cheerios almost all the time because all other food seems icky.